Ben Shaher recently retired from football and talks about everything in "Her Field" • The differences from the time under Barak Bacher in the capital of the Negev and in Carmel: "There are things you don't do, I would cry" • The times he refused Hapoel Tel Aviv, and the start at Chelsea: "I used to polish the shoes of the stars, there is a disappointment that I didn't continue, but playing in the seniors there is already something"